My life is perfect, but something must change.
Just one thing.
You!
I wanna live my life wothout you.
I wanna live my life the way I do.
So I´ll live my life without you!

I don´t wanna miss you, when you go, but I do...I don´t wanna cry for ou, when you go, but I do...But why do I do these things???
Cause I love you...

I´m empty, there is no reason to stay alive anymore...
There is no intention anymore...
Inside of me I´m already dead...
I haven´t got a joy of life anymore...
I want to die...Now...Because I´m empty...

I won´t cry, when you won´t feel the same for me like I feel for you...
Cause I couldn´t change anything...
But it would be so hard to understand...
Cause I love you...
 

I miss you, because your lights are gone...
Now I´m alone...
Why did you go away???
Tell me, where do you stay???
I´m so alone, just because you have gone...

I need you so much in my life...
Like the whole humanity...
Who need the air to breathe...
And to stay still alive...

Everyone makes mistakes...
It´s normal...
Every mistakes become forget...
But why not mine???

I feel lonely...
No one understands me...
In every repect I´m alone...
I am just what I am...
Is that the mistake???

I thank god that you lived here...
You showed me the best side of life...
You raised me up, just you and nobody else...
I was the happiest person ever whenever I was with you...
With you by my side I forgot other things, bad things...
Your presence was an huge enrichment for me...

I laugh and I smile a lot...
But I´m not happy, because of the laughing and the smiling...
I´m sad...
My soul cries...
Instad of an crying eye, I´ve got a crying soul...

Your death destroyed my life...
I couldn´t think about anything or anyone else in the last weeks after your death...
Come back to me...
I fucking need you in my life...
Because you belong to my life...